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Giving a guy my number isn’t something I do. It goes so far out of my comfort zone, it just isn’t me.
Well, I guess if that isn’t me, then who was I today?
I have felt so confident in myself for the past week or two, but I’ve kept it bottled up. I didn’t know how I could let it out. I found a way.
I wrote my number on a little piece of paper from Thalia’s and my journal, I folded it, and I drew a piece sign on the two sides of it.
The bell rang, I was beside him, we greeted each other, I handed it to him. As I handed it to him, I said, “Here you go. I have to go now. Bye!” Then I ran down the steps and went to meet Erica, Jackie and Tyler.
The words I said to him, was something someone would find…stupid.
It may have been stupid, but I did it. I stepped out of my “bubble” and let go.
The only way this could end badly, is if he didn’t call.
No. I don’t think that would be so bad. I went three weeks waiting for a guy to call me. Did he? No. I think I can live through this.
I also think I did this for me. To change.
Does that make me selfish?
